Elated. yet Pensive.

stop talking
because everytime you do
i hang on every word

stop laughing
because every time you do
my soul aches to hear it again

stop whispering
because everytime you do
i move closer so i can hear

stop flattering
because everytime you do
it makes me feel amazing

stop calling
because everytime you do
i cant breathe

stop teasing
because every time you do
it makes me want you more

The last 2 days of my life have been incred. yes, I know. that's one of those words you can't really abbreviate, but I just did. Angel and I went to see my Katie in Wilmington yesterday and we went to the beach this afternoon. Half of my face is sunburnt. Yeah, half. Don't laugh if you see me. Please. I love Katie. I miss everything about her. Seriously, I think she's one of those soulmate friends. The kind you can never forget- no matter what. I think she will be in my life forever. And I couldn't be more excited about it.

On a completely opposite note, I'm so sick of my parents treating me like I'm a child. I'm an adult. I'm 18 years old. Seriously. I'm in college. I'm over them trying to control every single move I make. It's one of those things that I know will never change. I'm not gonna let it get to me like they want it to, though.

There are so many boy things going on with me right now.

I want my best friend back from his slutty girlfriend.

I want to tell someone else about how I feel about them- but I could never.

And I want to hang out with someone else. Because I miss him. And he lives too far away.

I want to do better in college. I feel like I'm the most horrible college student ever created. I need time-management. Someone get me some motivation?